Halling Go To Alaska

My worst fear.  It's family.  It's isolation.  It's emptiness. How would I cope if I lost those closest to me? How would I react if I lost a child? Or my husband.  Or my parents.  I fear that part of me wouldn't cope.  Wouldn't accept reality.  But my biggest fear within the fear is that I would be criticized for not grieving "right" and this would bring isolation. I fear being alone. Jade is hosting.  Check her out. She's awesome.

This link takes you into a glimpse of what T's job was when he was active duty.  I am so thankful for those who continue to do the job, but selfishly I am grateful that it's not my husband getting those medals.  I honestly try not to think about it, because had he stayed in that same career field, he would most likely not be here.  I would not have my Sweet Pea.  My life would be drastically different.  But that is a story that gives me chills to think about.  Maybe another time. For now SSgt Harvell has my utmost respect.  Glad you made it home, Airman.